strange feelings

Its odd, every once in a while, i will be overwhelmed with a feeling, a very strange feeling.
This feeling makes me feel odd, and im not sure where it is from, because it does not feel natural.
It makes me feel that i am not supposed to be happy, I am not supposed to be in love. It feels like i am supposed to be alone, and miserable. It seems that that is my destiny. For those who know me, they know that i care little for "destiny". I tend to ignore it and do what im not supposed to. Either way, its an odd feeling, im not going to let it get in the way of my happiness, but its still an odd feeling. I cant help but wonder what, or where its from.
anyways, thats all ive got to talk about.