Deserved

I love Persephone so much, shes amazing, i could not ask for more.
But i cant help but think sometimes, i cant help but feel that i do not deserve her. I feel like she should do better..
I want to take her away from everything she cant escape that bugs her, but what if im not the one to do it?
Is it really my right, my fate to be with her. I cant shake this feeling, this feeling of loss, that im going to lose her. Its more likely that i know that im not going to be her final companion, i will not be the last man she loves, this is inevitable, its a slim chance i am wrong. But still, i will not let that bring me down, make me bitter, i will not let any of these thoughts and feelings make them come true.
I still cant help it though, i guess its fair, but I feel so comfortable around her, which im sure lets me show parts of my personality better left in the darkness, But i do not feel comfortable around any of her family.
Her mum feels.....hollow, an empty image of what once she was. Her father is unpredictable, he puts me on edge, and the wolf....i can feel him growl when i am near him, when he does some things. I have no doubt that I may not be able to keep the wolf in reign forever around him. And her grandfather....I sense hatred, spite of his age, envy of our youth. Thats why he stares, im certain of it.

Anyways, I have little more to say, those thoughts were just on my mind.
And persephone, you are probably the only one who reads this, so, simply put, I love you so much. I know no other way of putting it, but i remember my promise. Ill never let you go