Fun fucking times at home, i just kinda realized how dysfunctional my family actually is. Fucking hate my step dad, but i cant really stand up to him or talk back or hes going to fucking knock out my teeth and break my nose, I said one thing when he was being an asshole and he came so fucking close today, he wanted to hit me, i could see it in his eyes, and i dont fucking know why.
Anyways, i want to get off that subject, ill push it to the back of my mind and ignore it, because i can actually do that...
I thought of this in school, thought of Persephone
"I could drink every drop of water in every ocean, every lake, every river, yet my thirst for you would never be quenched. I need you more then then the air around me and the ground under my feet. You are my reason for being, what keeps me sweet"
Anyways, im sick of my house, isnt even a fucking home, wish i could leave. I dont belong here anymore then i belong anywhere else. Ill try to find somewhere else to stay tonight....
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